There are things which I cant comprehend

Recovering from a setback takes some time , I get it.
At this point in time, I'm working on regaining motivation, self-assertiveness & apathy.
Yes, my 'couldn't be bothered' , 'heck-care' attitude is what I'm going to adopt to let the pain subside.

Damn right, I'm going to be a mean bitch & you just have to live with it.

Childish yes, but I cant keep my focus off-balance.

So what, you've been dumped, left behind. Why the fuck should I care ?

Whilst I'm suffering from whatever shit you throw upon me , where the bloody hell were you?

So who gives you the bloody right to come back as and when you fancy and what am I now, you're back-up , stand-in?

I might need a stand-in at the moment for myself, and do you make the cut ?

I think this is the closure that I need, that you're fucking hell rotting in your own misery & at least I've moved on well and away from you.

I achieve what I wanted and I'm approaching my next phase of life, be it with or without you.

Cause ` you're just out-right pathetic , forever not knowing what you missed until its long be gone, and worst still, unknowing that you're the cause of it all.