Nostalgic

Someone said I was getting unfeminine & too strong for what its worth.
Guys will get scared.
Do I need to explain myself for the way I am ?

Im in a foreign country, whose going to look out for me if I dont do so myself ?
I guess I havent really moved on from where I thought I had long been gone from.

As I think about the things we used to do and say , I want to start-over from where we left off.

And I'm getting tired of waiting . I have my life to lead and because of different reasons, I just dont see why there's no compromise on your part.

I'm always on the go, on the move, will you try? Dont you have the means to now ?

The difference between you and me , is that I dont want to give it up unless you force me to.

Why wont you even take that god-damn step now ?

I've stopped believing in you and worked on experiencing life in my own terms ,so what do you want from me now ?

It's been close to 4 years. Wont you at least give me a proper closure ?