DOWN UNDER (where/wear ?)

I'm back in the land of down under(wear).
Updates galore ..
CNY was spent sick + lazing ard with family.
Then came open-house , chillacks w dov + ds.
And .. ohh.. VALENTINES movie + dinner @ full house.
Awesome movie I must admit , I like julia robert's role.
As always, A-list movie actors & actoress in there were awesome.
Sorry, my vocab's limited.

I found out I missed out on Shannonie's msg.
Sorry love , we could have met up if I had checked my blog.
Funny thing is, I dont read my own blog and the comments section just somehow doesnt appear on my user-page.
But .. I will do what's necessary and...
From now on , latest updates will be here.
Be prepared, especially for tons of emotional ranting to be put up here.

Let's rewind to a week ago then.
Board the plane, exactly a week back, sent msgs of 'goodbyes' and 'see you again' but most of my lovely friends were sound asleep.
I DIDNT CRY !
On the plane, tried to watch a full movie, but no.. I kept flipping in between movies.
Cant remember what I watched cause I wasnt really paying attention.
Guy next to me was nice and good-looking but I didnt make any initiation to strike a conversation except say 'thank you' when he offered me food and things and helped me with i-cant-rem-what.
I thought he looked msian but then turns out to be PRC.
They're everywhere.
Thanks so much for being a considerate co-passenger, but the main point is ... my emotions were as dry as a dog biscuit, right there and then.

Arrived. Ultimate SIAN-ness hit me when the streets were all dark at 10pm. NO light and I'm reminded of where I am. As it is, its a friday night 2am and I'm at home typing this out, when I should be just leaving nightspots and walking in swaggers.
I;ll do that in wk 3 once my mum leaves for sure ;p
I'll have fun.

Then week flew by with lectures . Weather permitted me to dress like in Msia.
And I told mum, how fascinating it is for me to say things like " oh I'm going back Sg/Kl/Melb" ,
feels as if I have homes everywhere. BUT reality is, none feels like I truly belong.

An explanation ?

Sg- friends /mobility
Kl-family + friends
Melb-friends /freedom

Different country , different things and at the end of the day , what truly defines me is splitted into pieces of me of which these 3 countries thus far have been holding.

Thurs - Shopping
Fri-Shopping .

I bought myself a carabiner which says " Born to shop" , was looking for " Born to club" or "Born to be a bum".

And.. mum who has been here for a week with me , has been sleeping in my room , telling that at night when I sleep , I speak. And its neither freakishly scary nor amazing, she says its like I'm stressed out.

Over what? I have no idea.

But its scary to know , I speak when I sleep , who knows what dirty secrets she's heard from all those nights ...

With that ,
I probably need to get a voice recorder and record the sounds I make.
Maybe I might even cut it into a cd album.
Perhaps, even inspire mintze for her next composition.

As I attempt to indulge in deep slumber (I hope),

Ciao with much love !