Anticipation.

Wkend flew by with lil cousins (my favourites) dropping by and staying over.
And I went out w poon,fun , dov , mintze, pearly for dinner .
Then sat night was at zouk w nicole , yoona, ruth n dov.
Thanks to yoona we had free drinks from Mr bartender.
Lychee Martini . Red wine . Long Island Ice Tea . Whisky.

Somehow with the habit of blogging, my memory's improving.
Cause I have to recall what I did , in order to jot them down here.
With all that alcohol , I was still pretty much sober.
And we had to deal with pukes and slurs and staggers ,
but it was an awesome night out.

Cleaned room today and finally we're getting the house ready to usher in CNY.
I wonder how it would be like , but I'm dreading my days to go back to Aus.
Winter was hard to bear. And the emotional dragging from some drama queen just made life difficult. I really wonder how it would be in the next few months and if I'll suddenly make another life-changing decision.

Damn right I just want to find somebody to blame for my mistakes.
I dont even know if they are even mistakes. But if I know I'm heading for one , cant I make the decision to cut back losses ?

Was I too hasty ?