leney

Monday, February 22, 2010

bangsar + twitter .

Clever me drove all the way to bangsar w dov as my gps.
Met up w ds for dress-hunting.
Bangsar's an expat area so of course everything's pricey.
Then again, we will eventually upgrade til that standard right.
Ventured to all the little shop lots with their concept shops and lovely decor (more emphasis than on clothes collection) & we had tea @ delicious.

Envisaged ourselves to be top career women w businesses and us being lady-of-leisures.
That is if we DONT enter the engineer profession & get stuck in plant operation + maintenance.
I'm glad I have friends, like-minded with the right frequeny still, at this age,
where fleeting friendships are made based on what the other party can offer vice versa , facebook!

Twitter account activation left me dozing off since I cant enter and its more for western countries usage. Perhaps when I'm back in aussie land, that's where I'll be rambling and whining, so do set up an account.

Mintze's request for an update on my non-existant life left me bemused and the day ended with the packing of luggage with a heavy heart.

Its not as if I'm going off to get myself hanged but one cant help worrying about life there.
I wonder if my sanity will be preserved and if I might turn out disatrous and self-destructive.

I love simple moments like that, just hanging around with friends, talking about dreams and envying the lives of others who seem to lead the high life.

As I struggle to reaffirm myself whlst talking to Jo, I wonder if I actually do know what I'm doing.

I guess this is what life is about, struggling to find yourself.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

you & me could write a bad romance .

The past 1 wk flew by .
I baked cookies til 3am on wed night and thurs night was out with friends til late just yakking about a project video concept.
I wonder if its just another talk big, no action done.. BUT it was awesome to share ideas like that with friends with the remote possibility of winning something and making something meaningful out of our meaningless 3 mths holiday.

Then Fri night was spent at HARD ROCK. awesome live band with extremely good vocals .
And dov told me ..' next time, we be hot taitais like that ok?"
yes darl, definitely !

Saw a korean OPPA ! wahaha. at least that's what I thought he looked like . Nice built, but matured face. Dance machine ! The body language clearly depicts him as a typical korean male on the dance floor.

And so begins my korean fever for the day.

Sat was spent shopping , then went to Malacca and came back late yet again.

As the days pass by, I'm seeking out to have utmost fun & the thought of heading back to melb just becomes casted away for the time being.

I swear this time around, I'll do a better job @ taking excellent care of myself and make the most of it , yet at the same time, remain in close contact with the ones who mean alot to me and not let them slip away.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Anticipation.

Wkend flew by with lil cousins (my favourites) dropping by and staying over.
And I went out w poon,fun , dov , mintze, pearly for dinner .
Then sat night was at zouk w nicole , yoona, ruth n dov.
Thanks to yoona we had free drinks from Mr bartender.
Lychee Martini . Red wine . Long Island Ice Tea . Whisky.

Somehow with the habit of blogging, my memory's improving.
Cause I have to recall what I did , in order to jot them down here.
With all that alcohol , I was still pretty much sober.
And we had to deal with pukes and slurs and staggers ,
but it was an awesome night out.

Cleaned room today and finally we're getting the house ready to usher in CNY.
I wonder how it would be like , but I'm dreading my days to go back to Aus.
Winter was hard to bear. And the emotional dragging from some drama queen just made life difficult. I really wonder how it would be in the next few months and if I'll suddenly make another life-changing decision.

Damn right I just want to find somebody to blame for my mistakes.
I dont even know if they are even mistakes. But if I know I'm heading for one , cant I make the decision to cut back losses ?

Was I too hasty ?