yeap that's right.

I think I've realised what my whole damn problem is.
I'm not having fun . With responsibilities and high expectations and obligations , I find it hard to have fun.

And tonight was the best night I ever had. Because , I actually had fun , even if it meant,ridiculing LV personnels with their CIA like headphones ... eg. " bring the LV monogram bag , over over. I repeat, the one on the left shelf"

And just plain whining about how useless having a professional engineering degree is to females,
and how we think that the men can do it, so can we .. but at the end of the day , none of us are willing to be engineers .

So it beats us wondering why did we ever choose engineering and go through so much hardship ?

I'm amazed at how crystal just said " hey, why are u not having fun in aus?"

I felt a dart flying straight into the bull's eye and the bull must have screamed in agony.

Thanks crystal , alin and pearly for tonight .

HIGHLIGHT :

Whilst crystal was moving closer to me to do a sexy dance , I screamed at her. WAHAHHAA.
Damn auntie . I cant believe that 6 mths ago, we used to get the dancefloor started.
But now , I have to wait for awhile to get myself started.

I feel... freaking auntie.


To sum up : tonight's gonna be a good good night ..

As cliche as it sounds and as much as I used to hate that song because it just wasnt in my zone anymore, the black eyed peas' conveyed it all on my behalf.

No wait, it was a good good night.

I feel less psychotic and calm. Oh , and definitely less 'auntie'.

I've made up my mind , to not escape into suju's or the korean idols' world just to find and revel in what's lacking in mine, but instead , live to the fullest.

I just want to say ,

I dont fucking care , I just want to enjoy doing whatever that is that I enjoy. ;p

Woops, not lady-like. Again.

" You so smart ah ? U do lah. I'm dumb" .

With that , it was a damn good night.