We got married , or did we ?

Just finished the Kim Hyun Joong + Hwangbo couple last episode of We got Married.
That's how I spend my nights. Wonder how I'm going to survive in Aus , what with internet capped usage and the banning of Youtube in my house til wee hours of the morning and even then Youtube's just on for 1 hour.

Episodes start with pairing up of celebs and they go through false marriage where they show you how married couples will/should behave. But the point isnt on how they play up all these emotions ...

The point is , how can anyone build emotional barriers and break them just at will ?

Its like a visit to the orphanage , the initial emotions and then finally, when you have to separate.

I dont understand why life has to be this way, why we constantly have to switch on and switch off and not let emotions interfere with anything that we feel or deem detrimental to whatever we are doing.

And to be left with no choice but to leave, that's the one thing I hate the most.